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I feel like I’m such a waste of space to be quite honest :/
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Woah….hold the phone. Just cause you’re my step mother doesn’t give you the authority to try and tell me how to act towards MY family. You weren’t in my life while I was being brought up and you haven’t been around the other side of my family for long either. Don’t tell me IM being rude for wanting to see my grandparents, you’re rude for trying to tell me how to act towards them. Nothing I said or did was rude, I simply asked if they cooked cause I wanted to go over and eat……one, don’t listen to my phone calls, you have your own phone, use it. Two, don’t give me this “you’re 19, learn how to cook” bullshit. I can cook for myself. Don’t be a twat cause you don’t feel welcome there doesn’t mean you have to be a cunt. Swerve bitch, you weren’t there from day one. Stop acting like it
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And of course who get led on in the end….? Who fucking else but me. I always find myself in these stupid fucking situations. I literally have done nothing wrong to deserve this and It always happens to me. Like I don’t understand at all. I feel so confused and just lost. I don’t know what to do, how to feel, if I should get attached, or if I should start pushing people away. Those who know ask me why I have such shitty and unhealthy habits and they never stop to look at the bigger picture before that ask me why. I’m un happy, with the way I look, with my voice, my features, I’m insecure, and I’m scared. I get it, I’m not the best looking, the skinniest, the funniest, or the most talented, HOWEVER, at this point I’m not afraid to admit it. I just wish someone would want me for me, flaws and all. I do so much for people and I always get shit in return. Being lied to, put down, and hurt by people you THINK care about you continuously starts to get to you after a while:/ I’m just scared and confused cause I don’t know what to do at this point:/ I want to call it quits but I don’t want to live my life thinking, what if?…..what if I would’ve pushed a littler harder to be happy? I want to live life not caring about what other people think, I don’t want to care about everyone’s opinions on me, and I don’t want to be scared anymore, it’s just easier said than done:/ I don’t know……

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